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Thursday, June 30, 2011

MIA

Hello, I know I have been missing from this blog, however, I basically had nothing to report. The last scale I had was not working and finally, today, I returned it. While I was in the shop, I weighed myself and lost another 4 pounds.   I will buy an old-fashioned scale one of these days, however, if anyone knows where there is a public scale I can use, I would appreciate the suggestion. 



I wish I knew how to turn the picture around... help anyone? 


While I was at Macy's, I bought some workout clothes.  I looked for some pants, however, ended up buying some shorts.  I've had the tennis shoes for awhile now, so those and an old shirt and I should be ready.  I can only hope I don't look bad. 

Overall, I am feeling great.  Considering my initial weigh in at the doctor's office (295) and my current weight of (275), the 20 pounds is looking and feeling good on me.  My current pants are very loose and I have to pull them up all the time. 

As for eating, I still make a couple of mistakes here and there.  For instance, I had some spinach and it was so darn good that I ended up eating 3 helpings of it.  I thought, how bad can a vegetable be?  Oh, it was bad, I ate too much and I felt it stuck in my chest.  Fortunately, it didn't take to long to clear.  Otherwise, I am following my eating orders pretty good and I no longer get dizzy.  Breakfast is still another story, but oh well...

Thanks for reading my blog and see you soon! 

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Rotten Scales!

I previously mentioned a digital scale that cost me about $10.00 and it started showing "error" messages after only a couple of days use.  It took me a whole week to realize this, however, the $50.00 scale has been showing me the same exact weight!  WTH!!  I didn't even realize this, I thought I was on a same weight slump... When I went to the doctors office and they weighed me, wa la, the $50 digital scale is also broken.  I think I need a good old-fashioned scale.

Today, I also went to my Rheumatologist and took a picture of my weight.  Officially, I am down by 12 pounds. 

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Before Surgery or How did I Gain all this weight?

BIRTH TO HIGH SCHOOL:  I was at regular weight during this whole period and about four years after high school.  The only thing I remember from this timeframe was my dad would bring home day-old donuts and my mom would make homemade pies every now and again.  Fortunately, I didn't gain any weight from eating those. 

GETTING MARRIED:  I married in November 1981.  I looked back on some pictures and noticed I had a little stomach bump (not pregnant).  This was probably from eating at Taco Bell or other Fastfood restaurants that were my favorites. 

I married a Mexican food chef.  He worked for The Alamo restaurants for several years.  He would come home and cook elaborate meals and would be unpleased or unhappy if I didn't eat the whole thing.  I was happy to do this. 

I soon became pregnant with my daughter and that was the beginning of my real weight gain.  I gained 65 pounds with her.  Wow, typing this now and thinking 65 pounds for a 7 pound baby, WTH!!!  Of course, I don't remember losing much of that.  All the stomach fat was still there.  I also did nothing about it.  I continued to eat the rich meals my husband was cooking and I did little to no exercise. 

17 months later, the Twins were born.  With them I gained 41 pounds so that is the good news.  The bad of course is the stomach fat was still there and now with three kids in the house, nothing was changing.  I still ate rich foods and did no exercise. 

POST FAMILY:

The kids are now grown; I am divorced from the first husband and starting to date.  I soon discover internet dating and a site for BBW or Big Beautiful Women.  I am surprised at the volume of men that are interested in me and I go out on a couple of dates.  These men obviously don't mind the big girl, so I have no incentive to exercise. 

My immediate family however wants to start an exercise contest.  The contest runs for six months and the requirement is to pitch in on a monthly basis.  There is a small amount of money for a monthly winner and a large pot for the winner at the end of the six months. 

At this time I decide to join Curves.  That combined with the exercise machines we have at home and a punching bag, I become the 2nd place winner losing 50 pounds.  My niece Delilah won overall. 

SECOND MARRIAGE:

This man gets introduced to me by a friend and he also does not mind a big girl.  However, when I met him, I had regained the 50 pounds and was now a member of Bally's Gym and going every morning at 5:00 AM.  About a year later, I dropped the gym and stopped exercising all together. 

This man would bring home ice cream and we would have it every single night.  I didn't gain any weight, but I didn't lose any either. 

There was also a lot of stress in this marriage as well as the deaths of two of my sisters.  With all this happening, I still didn't get past the 300 pound point.  I was however starting to develop medical issues and most due to my weight. 

TODAY: 

Pre surgery, I am still eating everything in sight.  I stop for a hamburger and fries almost every day.  I eat a large bowl of spaghetti and eat desserts or candy as they appear before me.  The good part is that I don't gain weight from all of this consumption. 

In December, my brother had one of his legs amputated due to diabetes.  That was IT!  I needed nothing further to convince me that I needed to lose weight.  It is now six months later, and on my way to substantial weight loss and a healthier lifestyle.  I don't crave the majority of the foods I was eating, save one or two.  I get full with the bare minimum and I am drinking lots and lots of water.

Friday, June 17, 2011

WTH???

Can somebody please tell me why I've gained weight???

The only thing I've done different is move from week one to week two in food choices.  I can now eat beans and egg. 

The other thing, the first scale I bought for $14.xx broke after one week.  The new scale I bought today for $50.xx has this new weight on it.  Both scales are from Macy's. 

Input anyone???

Thursday, June 16, 2011

A Correction and 6/15 Doctor's Appointment

Good Morning and it's a beautiful one today!  I feel wonderful, and I will be going for my first walk later today. 

Starting with the correction... yesterday, when visiting the intake nurse I was weighed and told I lost 13 lbs.  I told her my scale says 17 lbs.  The nurse reminded me that I had lost an additional 4 lbs according to my medical chart prior to surgery.  She suggested that I was probably using the initial weight in number. 

Lo and behold, that was true.  So officially, with today's loss, I am down by 15.  I will correct the tickler later today after people have had a chance to read this. 

Arrival:  I arrived a half an hour late as traffic on the coast can get hairy.  However, I discovered that two other patients that were in my class were patiently waiting for me.  Since we were waiting for the nutritionist, we had a good chat before the doctor's appointment. 

We basically compared everything about our visits from billing to weight loss and mostly about how we were feeling and the foods we were eating.  It was great to compare notes per say.  We also exchanged email addresses for future correspondence. 

A visit with the nutritionist:  I confessed to her my mistake about the soup and yes, I got a scolding.  Not bad though, I was expecting worse. We then reviewed all the foods we can now have and will be able to have in the coming 5 weeks or at the time of our next appointment.  I was happy to hear that for this week I could have a scrambled egg (not fried or boiled) to eat very slowly and ANY kind of beans that I wanted.  Even though it was good to hear this, I am not really hungry, so I'll see if or when I end up eating any of that.  As a side note, I wrote an email to the RN telling her I was craving a banana.  I asked for permission to blend it into my protein shake and she said I could.  The nutritionist said no way; fruit cannot be had until the 5th week.  Who to believe???

Doctor's Appointment:  I was told that the doctor was not in and that we would visit with the registered nurse instead.  This RN was also the one who released me from the hospital.  I am wondering if this will be a trend... The good part about this nurse, is that she was been employed with the doctor for 15 years now. 

The RN started by asking me if I had any pain.  I told her about the pain in my chest when I burp.  She told me that is where the band is at, it is swollen, it is a silicon band so when I burp it is not going to expand so it is going to put pressure and it will hurt.  She told me it does get better because the swelling will go down. 

Before reviewing my other questions, she wanted to see my stitches.  I said good because the tape was itching me a lot.  I also told her that I had something leftover from surgery on the back of my ear.  She told me that I could have taken that one off on Wednesday and that was probably causing my dizziness.  The RN also asked about having double vision (which I don't) and about taking in water.  She told me that dehydrating can also make me dizzy.  Finally, not getting my food in can drop my blood sugar and that can make me dizzy. 

We then reviewed my regular medications from my other doctors and she told me I can start taking them whole or without crushing them and of course after I eat and one at a time.  This will be interesting because  I am so used to taking the whole hand full at once. 

We then talked about nutrition.  She reminded me that I have to eat three times a day and to stay away from all white foods, like bread, pasta, tortillas, and even potatoes.  She wrote in my chart that I could advance my diet, and that I should be exercising (get in 30 minutes every day). 

About the chills:  When I lose weight, I am losing some fat, so I will be cold all the time.  Her response, wear a sweater, lose the weight. 

Finally, since I won't be able to attend the support groups, she suggested I try ObesityHelp.com where they suggest closer places for the support groups. 

Have a good day everyone!






Wednesday, June 15, 2011

A Bad Food Decision

I don't know what got into me... however I must have been feeling confident with myself after the substantial weight loss.  I was by a subway and decided to order a broccoli cheddar soup.  I figured I would blend it and have a little that way. 

I was able to take 4 tablespoons of the soup before feeling full, so I pushed it aside and a couple of hours later I took another 4 tablespoons.  This was during the lunch hour.  When I got home in the evening, I was very very sick.  I had chills, then fever, and I laided in bed feeling miserable.  The heartburn associated with the soup was prevalent. 

I somehow managed to get some sleep and when I woke in the morning, all I wanted to do was throw up.  I still feel miserable and God only knows I won't be making that mistake again!!

Today in my doctor's appointment.  I am looking forward to confessing my mistake so he can scold me and so that maybe he can tell me how to get rid of this horrible feeling. 

I also want to ask him why I get winded so easily.  Before the surgery, I was able to walk a couple of blocks.  Today, I take about 10 steps and I can't move anymore.  I also hyperventilate and my brow gets sweaty... WTH?  I also need to ask him if 17 lbs lost in one week is normal. 

Monday, June 13, 2011

My One Week Anniversary

280 at one week!
Hello to everyone who follows this blog and thank you for visiting! 

I'll start with the good news:  I weighed myself and I am down to 280, a whopping 15 pounds!!!  I tell you now, I would have never been able to accomplish this any other way. 

As for how I am feeling.  Yesterday, I slept in almost all day.  I got up a couple of times to check email and get online, but otherwise, the bed and me were one.  I was also very cold, so I had the heater blasting on super high.  Yes, here in Thousand Oaks no less. 

Today, I had an appointment in Beverly Hills.  I didn't think I would make it.  As I drove, I felt dizzy and high.  No, I don't do drugs, so I can only assume what I felt was what people describe as high.  When I arrived at my destination, I was 30 minutes early and the lady told me to come back at the hour.  Normally that would be a bad thing, however, I took the opportunity to rest.  I want to say it helped, but, it didn't.  I still had the high feeling through out my 15 minute appointment and the lady kept looking at me, probably wondering if I was high!

When I left, I decided to stop at Macy's for the bathroom scale in the picture, and a blender.  I survived until it was time to take the escalator down and I just couldn't walk another step.  Fortunately, there was a chair by the mens changing room and I stopped there for a brief moment.  Chris, an employee in that department saw me panting and wiping my forehead and asked if I needed help.  I accepted and he kindly walked me to my car.  I will be sending a commendation to the store. I made it home and slept for another two hours. 

I have not taken any pain meds since Saturday evening, so I assume the dizziness is from the rapid weight loss.  I have an appointment this Wednesday with my doctor and I will ask him then. 

I also realize that I will be scolded for driving and I've learned my lesson.  I thought I was ready and I obviously was not.  Lesson learned. 

Also, if you haven't already, please become one of my "followers" to this blog.  I am trying not to post these updates on Facebook if at all possible.  Thank you!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

How I feel today

Last night was my first night back in my own bed.  I was happy to be back at home but not happy with the back pain I woke up with.  I don't know where this is coming from.  I haven't experienced back pain in awhile.  It could also be because I haven't taken my "regular" meds.  I didn't in fear of getting them caught in my new stomach, but today I will take them.

This morning was also a great accomplishment for me.  I had my first BM.  To me this is great news because I haven't eaten anything solid, therefore, I assume this is the fat leaving me???

Yesterday, I was at my Moms home.  Smelling all the good food they were making made me crave it.  Thank goodness I didn't make any dumb decisions.  I did however, get permission from the doctor's nurse to blend in a banana into my protein shake and that made it taste better.

Today is my brother Benjamin's three year anniversary of his Gastric Bypass Surgery.  Although he hasn't really kept it up as he should, he still has maintained the weight loss of about 1/2 his size.

Finally, my niece Delilah asked if I was feeling okay.  She said my face looked flushed.  The only thing I have been feeling is cold, but other than that I am okay.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Post Surgery Day 4

I have been staying at my sons' home and they along with my daughter have been doing a great job taking care of me.

I am doing well, in fact so good that I didn't even need my pain medication last night, nor this morning!

I am keeping up with my diet of sugar free jello, a protein shake, and lots of water. Next Monday, I look forward to taking in my chewable vitamins.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Post Surgery

Now that I am out of the hospital and resting, I am starting to feel the pain and soreness.  I have some pain medication (in syrup) that I can take every four hours and that has calmed me down a little bit.  It also has me sleeping more than usual. 

I have been wearing the stockings they gave me to wear, however, my legs are still sore.  Fortunately, the doctor said I could take them off during the daytime hours. 

I am also walking every two hours, except for the time I was asleep.  

My daughter came by the visit with my grandchildren.  It was so nice to hear Sarah say "I miss you grandma". 

Finally, my sons are doing an excellent job of taking care of me and making sure that I am comfortable. 

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Day before Surgery

for those who have had surgery before, there is always a prep script that one follows.  If that surgery is stomach related, then the prep  can be rather nasty.  Therefore, I will spare you  the details...

I have basically eaten anything I wanted to eat and since I was not eating as much, my over indulgences caused me to be very, very full. I feel like a real pig! 

Otherwise, I am really excited about the surgery.  Monday will be here before we know it.  I hope the doctor plays some classic rock for my surgery.  I asked if I could bring in my ow CD and they just looked at me strange.  I'll keep my fingers crossed or some good music.

Broth n protein drink, practice...

The protein drink will be a different one.  The broth will be the same. 

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Pre Assessment at Hospital and Doctors Office

Anytime I have an appointment coming up, the night before I never get any sleep. Needless to say, I am very tired this morning.

My first stop was the pre registration desk at Marina Del Rey Hospital. This was painless and not so many forms to sign or fill out.

Next was the lab department. These people took five vials of blood from me for various reasons.

Next was a chest xray. I guess the doctor needs these to reference during surgery.

Finally a stop to the Pre Op Nurse for the hospital part.  

Next, back to the doctors office for a EKG. I was stopped with a call right as I was getting on the elevator. The EKG machine in the doctors office had broke and now they would do EKG at hospital instead. With that done I returned back to the doctors office for a series of visits by the various nurses, clerks and doctor.

Now it is time for the nutritionist followed by lunch at the hospital cafeteria.  Hospital food is exactly that, ewww!  My other option was to leave the parking lot and drive to get something for lunch and pay another $10.00 for the parking or walk to the McDonald's a few steps away.  Yes, a McDonald's just steps  from the hospital door!

Back from lunch, the meetings continued and we were finally released just slightly after 4pm  It was a very long day!